Dad, WE MISS U

More than two weeks after dad's funeral..
N i created this blog in order to start my new life..

Life without dad is so lonely, especially for my mum, who is sick recently..
I can do nth but pray when i started to think about the funeral so as to prevent my tears from rolling down..
I miss u dad, can u appear in our dream to tell us tat r u fine in heaven there? We really miss u..

U promise to bring us to travel during this year end holidays,
u promise to send me to university,
u promise to wait until the 3 of us finish our university's life..
Now tat father's day is just around the corner but u left us earlier...
Michelle is still in primary school, how dare u left us so early? Don't u feel sad when u saw mum screaming n crying tat day in front of u?
Her heart broke totally, after she heard the news tat day..
She told us tat her heart was bleeding because u din say anything to her before leaving..

I miss u,
We all miss u..
Without u we have to do things on our own,
paying electric n water bills, phone bills, service our cars and so on..
We never do those things before..
U leave us without teaching us 1st, how dare u....

I try to be strong in front of mum,
not to cry in front of her,
hope tat she will not think of u again n again..

We promise to u tat we will try our best to be:
Independent
Strong
To study hard
To take care of mum

Don worry about us..
We have frens n relatives who take care about us,
who help us when we are in need..

Promise us tat u will rest in peace,
Come back to see us in our dream when u are free..